There's a good chance you don't like me.

tomorrow i'm going to austin. it was a pretty random idea. at first i was just thinking it might be interesting to go, then i asked my friend if she wanted to go with me and she said "yeah", so now i'm definately going.

i'm not sure or not if some of my friends will even be able to hang out or not since the plans are so sudden, but it's worth a shot. how often do i really get a chance to just leave for no reason?

i'm actually pretty nervous about going. i've changed a lot, physically and mentally since i've seen some of these people last. i haven't seen hayley in for-friggen-ever. once in the past four years? something crazy like that.

last night jade, joy, and joys new boyfriend (erick) came over. we had a couple drinks...more than a couple, and now i have a headache. BUT THATS K CUZ WORK MAKES SICK BTTR!111! .... 0_o i'll be here until 6pm. at least i have music to keep me company. It wasn't that eventful of a night. We watched five minutes of devil wears prada, and all of corpse bride. (which i haven't seen since my first date with my ex fiance.) it's a good thing i deleted his number forever ago...

completely off topic, i really wish a certain someone would call me. i'm not going to be for attention, but seriously, damn.


QUESTION OF THE DAY:

If you could edit the final Harry Potter book, what would you do?

"Woke up this morning and saw your face but you didn't seem the same.
I'm feeling really unappreciated. I don't know how much more I can take from you."

I can't WAIT to take out student loans so i'm not working 40 hrs a week and going to school 5 days and week and in turn killing ALL possible free time I have.

Somethings got to change.
I can't keep going like this.

In fact, I refuse to.

You had better come up with something.

But this is one of the only sites not blocked at my office, so here goes.


I don't know where i'm headed, I can barely even remember where i've been.
love/hate/feel/cold/emo.

I dont even know what this means anymore.
What does it mean?

Do you know? can you tell me?

Last night was surprisingly fun.
I went into it expecting something akward where i'd be segregated from the rest of the 'group.'


i ended up going to a bar.

fun times from there on out.


it takes a night like last night to remind me how much i really miss that kid.

What happened to our Inner Glow? Whatever happened to our song?

The Ferris Wheel still turns, as though it's a popular attraction still. And as the songs slowly fade through the old broken PA...

You've always been mistreated, hang on. Don't do what they say to do.

She fell like an atom bomb, and said we can't live forever. Someday i'll see you round. It's raning all the time. I need you by my side, when I leave it all behind, It's raining all the time.

Broken this fragile thing now, and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces. I feel so broken up, and I give up. I just want to tell you so you know, here I go. Scream my lungs out and try to get to you. You are my only one.

The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how. The clouds opened up...

What's the worst thing I could say, things are better if I stay.

Answer "no" to these questions, let me know, learn a lesson.

If I took a gun and shot it at your face, would you promise not, to get out of the way.

Were did we go wrong? Now there's a category for every song. Yeah we only want to sing when we want to.